HellaHotMama

between Liz and Jim today, I almost shot myself!!

Jim fought with me twice because I bought Liz new sneakers the other day. Well dear, it's colder out, and she outrew her last pair of sneakers from last winter. What is she supposed to do, wear flip flops in the snow?

We went into Old Navy to return those boots and Liz got into a pissy mood and then Jim got in a pissy mood with me. I gave Liz a timeout in the middle of the mall, and that worked for about 5 minutes. .:.sigh.:. I don't know why I even try sometimes. We went to grab some diapers at Walmart and then went out for dinner with the InLaws. Not that I wanted to go, but ehh. We went to Old Country Buffett (gag) but at least I got that huge salad I was craving from last night. An $11 salad. Shit.

Then we went over to my Brother In Law's house and I just stood around being bored. We stayed for about an hour and then left. Gah I hate boredom.

Came home and gave Liz a bubble bath. Now she's asleep in bed next to me. I hate when she falls asleep with me, cuz I hate to transfer her to her bed. She looks so peaceful, maybe I'll make Jim sleep on the couch or in the spare bed. That'd be lovely.

Poor girl has been complaining about her mouth and belly all day. I hate when she cuts teeth, but there's nothing I can do. I hate that "I can't do anything" defeat feeling. It's one of the shittiest mom feelings!

Anyway, it's getting late and I need to get a drink and some advil or tylenol. I have a heckofa headache comming on again. I can never win